just trying to keep up

I know it has been a while, but I have really been trying to get ME in order. I have done some serious soul searching and Bible study and I realized that I am not very loving, kind, patient, gentle, and don't exercise self control as well as I should...just in case you didn't catch it, that is all but 3 of the fruits of the Spirit. YIKES! That's terrible! So...I have been praying hard, reading hard, and working on my attitude, mind, and heart. I will soon be back to busy nothings, but for now I am taking things a bit more slowly and more seriously.